I was forced into a Gang Bang, at a party, about 4 months ago. I say forced since I would not have agreed to a Gang bang. Now I cannot get it out of my head.  I would have refused, in fact did refuse, to be part of the Gang Bang.  But after the initial contact, I was not given a choice.

It was not as though I had not had sex prior to this party. I was well versed in sex having began at an early age,  but it was mostly one on one, sometimes **********.

They (6 of them) just grabbed me and between them carried me, kicking and screaming up the stairs to a bedroom and despite my struggles and screams I was soon ******** naked and pinned down on the bed as they all took turns touching me any way they wanted.

You can only struggle, twist and turn for so long before you are worn out. To my horror I realized I was now lying quite still and my nipples were enjoying the attention of exploring hands and my thighs were making no attempt to close as hands rubbed up and down my vulva and then fingers penetrating my embarrassingly wet vagina.

Between them they licked and nibbled my nipples while another was busy eating my ***** as my ankles were held high and wide by his friends for him to have free access to me. He licked me, he penetrated me with his tongue,he sucked my vagina like he might have kissed his lover exploring her mouth with his tongue, he sucked on me, he opened me wide with his fingers and nibbled and sucked my ***** and  that made my hips buck and had me audibly panting. I was not able to control my body as I begged him repeatedly to stop.
Then the back of his head lifted and looking at me he asked me to choose a number between 1 and 5. I had no idea why, but instinctively knew the outcome of my answer would not be good but I softly replied 1. . . “wrong” he said the answer is always three and in front of my eyes bunched up three fingers forming a rough triangle and then moving back down between my stretched wide legs and with one hand opened my lips and then i felt the three fingers forcing their way into me, stretching the entrance to my ***** wide as he began to penetrate me with his fingers.

To my surprise he removed his fingers and told his friends to put my feet flat on the bed with my knees raised and held wide open, he again took up position between my legs only this time as he penetrated me he went deeper and deeper slowly stretching me as he did so and by the time he announced ” there you are, three finger buried up to the third knuckle”.

I was breathing like i was having as asthma attack “if you get her wet enough it’s like a hot knife through butter” and as if to prove his point he removed his fingers and displayed them all wet and glistening before wiping my nipples with my juices and rolling my nipples between his thumb and forefinger, he knew exactly the effect the he was having on me as he said “that should oil the gate a little more for you”.

“Watch this lads” and he bunched his three finger together again and i knew exactly what he was going to do again, how wrong could i be. . . . yes his fingers entered me again but once the tips of his fingers began to stretch me he “stabbed” them into me with such force “Oh my god” i shouted and my feet pushed so hard into the bed that my lower half did a “crab” leaving just my head and shoulders and feet in contact with the bed. “Looks like we got ourselves a live one tonight” he said.

“BASTARD ” I shouted. – “Right lads it’s ****  time, get your clothes off and lets not keep the lady waiting”. They began removing their clothes, ******** naked, their ***** pointing almost straight up.  Long thick ***** with big balls hanging. What are the odds of getting six guys together when they all have enormous ***** and balls.

For the next 3 hours they all took turns *******  me,  their big ***** stretching my vagina to accommodate their size, most of them twice. . . .some of them came inside me, some came on my face, one guy slapped my face because i would not suck him then said he would punch me if I refused, so they had me on all fours sucking his **** while another guy took me from behind. I felt so humiliated and then he made me swallow it when he came. They soon had me on my back again, two pillows under my butt and another **** pumping into me.

If they had let me go i would have got up and ran. . . .but I was so pleased they kept me pinned down.. . . one of the guys liked fingering me and he made me ****** twice, really hard ones where my whole body convulsed, by using three fingers to finger **** me while using his other hand to rub my ****  at about 50 miles an hour.

When they were finally done with me, I felt so used, my vagina felt so stretched, my clitoris was sore, my ***** lips were bruised, the inside of my thighs were black and blue from their banging against them.  Worse yet, others had watched and had not even tried to intervene.  In fact, there were several that asked me if they could have a turn at me? I refused, saying “maybe next time”.  They did not press the issue, thank God.

I have not told anyone about this, but sex with my boyfriend seems so dull now. He is just about average size and I spend most of my time reliving those hours and thinking I would like it to happen again. Please let me have your comments.